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I first came to understand the meaning of restlessness from Babuji of Heartfulness – Sahaj Marg, who, in my opinion, revolutionized spirituality after Vivekananda. He spoke of a restlessness that is often misunderstood. It is not the jittery excitement of craving or desire, nor the nervous agitation of impatience. It is something deeper—an intensity of purpose, a fire that refuses to let the soul remain stagnant until the highest ideal is reached.


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When I understood this, I recognized the same quality everywhere. In history, in spirituality, in cinema, in sport—the people who rise above their circumstances are often those who cannot sit still when a goal calls them forward.


I also saw this truth in my own life. In a training session, my team once reflected that my essence is deep intensity. They were right. Whenever I withdraw from it, I slump; negativity clogs my movement. But when I align it with purpose, I become unstoppable, like a train running full steam toward vision. For this, I owe gratitude to the Heartfulness Masters, and especially Babuji, who showed me that intensity is not dangerous when it is freed from fear.


Let us see how this same energy marked the lives of four extraordinary figures: Theodore Roosevelt, Swami Vivekananda, Rajinikanth, and Serena Williams.


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Theodore Roosevelt: The Man in the Arena


Roosevelt began life frail, asthmatic, and often bedridden. Most expected him to fade quietly. Instead, he resolved: “I will make my body.” Through exercise, boxing, and sheer will, he transformed fragility into vigor.


Then came tragedy—his wife and mother died on the same day in 1884. Shattered, he withdrew to the Dakota Badlands. There, amidst harsh ranching life, he rebuilt his inner strength.


As President, this same force drove him to challenge corruption, monopolies, and ecological destruction. He captured the essence of purposeful struggle in his famous words:


“It is not the critic who counts… The credit belongs to the man who is actually in the arena, whose face is marred by dust and sweat and blood… who spends himself in a worthy cause; who at the best knows in the end the triumph of high achievement, and who at the worst, if he fails, at least fails while daring greatly.”

Roosevelt’s life shows how intensity of purpose can turn weakness into strength and grief into action.


Swami Vivekananda: The Voice That Awakened a Nation


Narendranath Datta’s search for truth was never calm—it was fierce, filled with questions and challenges. Meeting Ramakrishna gave direction to that fire, but after his master’s death, he wandered India barefoot, penniless, absorbing the suffering of its people.


At one point, he reached America nearly defeated. With no money and no invitation, he almost abandoned his mission. Yet his inner drive would not let him stop. At the Parliament of Religions in Chicago, his opening words—“Sisters and brothers of America”—ignited an audience and carried India’s spiritual voice to the world.


He once gave the formula for such purpose:


“Take up one idea. Make that one idea your life—think of it, dream of it, live on that idea. Let the brain, muscles, nerves, every part of your body, be full of that idea. This is the way to success.”

Vivekananda’s life shows how unwavering focus transforms an individual into a national awakener.


Rajinikanth: The Spirit of Cinema


Born Shivaji Rao Gaekwad, Rajinikanth worked as a bus conductor in Bangalore. His natural flair for drama revealed a creative fire that could not remain hidden. At the Madras Film Institute, he was raw, unconventional, even awkward. Critics said he lacked the grace of a hero.


But what others dismissed as flaws became his trademarks—the cigarette flip, the swagger, the offbeat rhythm of his delivery. He turned doubt into charisma, and charisma into legend.


Even at the peak of fame, he retreats to the Himalayas, seeking renewal. His story shows how the same inner force that propels a man to superstardom also drives him toward spiritual depth.


Serena Williams: Strength Reborn


On the cracked courts of Compton, Serena Williams trained with her sister Venus, under the demanding eye of their father. Her power and determination set her apart from the beginning.


In 2011, a pulmonary embolism nearly ended her life. Many thought her career was finished. Instead, she returned with greater force, capturing ten more Grand Slam titles.


Her own words describe the philosophy behind her rise:


“Luck has nothing to do with it, because I have spent many, many hours, countless hours, on the court working for my one moment in time.”

Serena shows how intensity of purpose transforms near-death into renewed greatness.


The Fire That Unites Them


Roosevelt, Vivekananda, Rajinikanth, Serena—different worlds, different paths. Yet each carried the same quality: a drive that refused to let them settle. For one it was rugged will, for another spiritual hunger, for another creative daring, and for another athletic determination.


The lesson is clear: greatness does not arise from comfort. It comes from an energy that is steady, fearless, and purposeful.


And in my own journey, I’ve learned the same. When fear clouds my intensity, I falter. When I free it, I move with unstoppable clarity. This is the gift Babuji left me: not to suppress the fire, but to let it blaze clean—an intensity of purpose that carries us to our highest ideal.


✨ Morality and spirituality go hand in hand. But morality — living in a way that honors all life, all people, and all things — is even greater than spirituality. ✨


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When a man who once thought he could live as he pleased, yet carried boundless enthusiasm, garners the love of millions… and then chooses to reform, to stand for truth, and to lead simply by being authentic — that man deserves our support.


Today, a large section of atheistic Tamil media inspired hatred towards God-believers & Spirituality is at its peak, evident from the 'so called' reviewers spewing hate on Rajinikanth's movie - Coolie. But let’s be clear:

👉 Wanting another to fall is the greatest sin.

👉 Hate always loses to love.

👉 The more hate grows, the stronger love becomes.


I don’t enjoy excessive violence in films, and honestly, I was indifferent about whether I would watch Coolie for this reason.


But when I hear the naysayers, I feel compelled to support — not for the violence, but for what Rajinikanth stands for in life:


🔸 Authenticity

🔸 Understanding his purpose

🔸 His dharma to producers, fans, and the people who love him


That spirit is bigger than cinema.

That spirit is leadership.

And that spirit is why he is More Than a Superstar.


Imagine being a child, staring into the mirror, only to hear cruel taunts ricocheting from every corner of your world.


You look like the blackest oil pot!”

“Darkie!”


These weren’t just from strangers—they came from family, friends, even so-called enemies. The ridicule was relentless, chipping away at self-worth, all because of the shade of my skin.


My own mother, in a misguided act of love, would coat my face with powder before school. I’d leave home looking ghostly, stripped of the color I was born with. It was a daily ritual of erasure, a silent declaration that my natural hue was something to hide. In a society obsessed with fairness creams and pale ideals, I felt invisible.


Then, like lightning splitting the sky, Rajinikanth burst onto the silver screen—and everything changed.


This isn’t just my story. It’s the story of millions battling the deep-rooted demon of colorism in India. At the heart of this shift stands one man: Thalaivar, the Boss, the Superstar—Rajinikanth. His journey didn’t just inspire; it detonated a cultural quake, proving that true magnetism comes from within, not from the shade of your skin.


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The Humble Spark: From Bus Conductor to Box-Office Dynamo


Born Shivaji Rao Gaikwad in 1950, Bangalore, Rajinikanth’s early life was far from cinematic glamour. Raised in a modest Marathi family, he lost his mother at just nine. He worked odd jobs—a coolie, then a bus conductor for the Bangalore Transport Service—yet a quiet fire burned inside.


At Ramakrishna Math, he immersed himself in Vedas, history, and spirituality, while school plays revealed his knack for performance. His turn in a Mahabharata skit earned praise from poet D.R. Bendre, planting the seed for something bigger.


That seed sprouted at the Madras Film Institute, where director K. Balachander spotted him. Renamed “Rajinikanth,” he debuted in Apoorva Raagangal (1975). Villain roles came first—the cigarette-flipping bad guy in Moondru Mudichu(1976)—but by 1977’s Bhuvana Oru Kelvi Kuri, he was stepping into heroic leads.


In a film industry that idolized fair-skinned heroes, Rajinikanth’s dark complexion wasn’t just accepted—it became his signature. As one fan famously put it, “He was the hero who broke the stereotype.”


The Style Tsunami: Swagger That Broke Barriers


The 1980s saw Rajinikanth erupt like a cinematic volcano. Billa (1980) remade Amitabh Bachchan’s Don with unmatched swagger. Moondru Mugam (1982) brought him triple roles and state awards. Bollywood hits like Andhaa Kaanoon (1983) widened his reach.


Then came the megaton hits—Baashha (1995), Muthu (1995), Padayappa (1999)—cementing his god-like status. Muthu became the first Tamil film to conquer Japan. Later blockbusters like Sivaji (2007), Enthiran (2010), and 2.0(2018) shattered budgets and records. In 2023, Jailer crossed ₹600 crore, making him the only Tamil actor with two ₹500 crore films.


What set him apart? That electric style. The cigarette toss. The sunglasses flip. Punch dialogues like, “Naan oru thadava sonna, nooru thadava sonna mathiri” (“If I say it once, it’s like saying it a hundred times”). His very title card—“Superstar Rajinikanth”—was a theater event.


While colorism still shadows Indian cinema, Rajinikanth’s reign proved that charisma, not complexion, is the currency of stardom. And in doing so, he gave silent permission to millions of dark-skinned Indians—especially children who grew up hiding behind powder and self-doubt—to stand in the light without apology. His unapologetic pride in his appearance rewired how we saw ourselves: not as people lacking something, but as individuals carrying a unique presence no fairness cream could ever give. On screen, he didn’t “overcome” his skin tone—he celebrated it, making it impossible for fans not to see beauty and strength reflected back at them.



The Spiritual Ascent: From Screen Icon to Sage


Rajinikanth’s appeal goes far beyond the box office. A lifelong seeker shaped by his Ramakrishna Math days, he often retreats to the Himalayas for meditation and reflection. He supports social causes, donates generously, and leads with humility.


In public life, he appears exactly as he is—bald head, uncoloured hair, no make-up. In an industry where stars cling fiercely to youthful illusions, such authenticity is rare. He doesn’t fear losing fans by showing his real self. On screen, he’ll don wigs and costumes because audiences enjoy that larger-than-life persona. But off screen, he strips it all away, letting people see the man behind the image. In doing so, he quietly teaches millions to distinguish between their self-image rooted in character and values, versus one built on pride, ego, or vanity.


He also speaks about God and creation with awe, offering a counterpoint to the cultural drift that equates modernism with “do as you please” and the erosion of moral boundaries. His words and example remind people that true freedom thrives within the guardrails of morality, not in the absence of it. In his art, he embodies chaos in creativity—wild, unpredictable, magnetic—but always guided by discipline and an unshakable recognition of humanity’s smallness before the vast grandeur of nature and God.


Awards—from the Dadasaheb Phalke (2020) to the IFFI Centenary—celebrate not just his craft but his cultural impact. His fans don’t just watch his movies; they follow his life philosophy, embracing self-respect and inner strength.



The Ripple Effect: One Man, Millions of Mirrors


For me, watching Rajinikanth wasn’t just entertainment—it was liberation, as a boy. His confidence translated into mine became my armor. His success dismantled centuries of prejudice, allowing an entire generation to stand taller.


Even in a world still tangled in fairness myths, his story is a beacon. In his words: “En vazhi thani vazhi”—My way is a unique way. And what a way it is.


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